Talking about my feelings really bothers me. I think one of my “big fears” is for others to see me as weak. Or just not see me at all.
I am too often a subject to jealousy, as hard as I try to steer away from it. It is simply not fair though, to consider the good fortune some have over you, when you are just as well intentioned. I like to think that I was just not meant to be happy at this stage in my life with the company of other people, and that hopefully as I grow older i’ll learn to accept others a bit more.
However for now, I want everyone and everything to leave me alone.